The real journey begins

The article below is so me..

http://familyshare.com/parenting/the-thoughts-of-a-new-mom-during-the-night

Except i’m worse.. im worried I'll drop the baby while changing or nursing or just carrying around. During my elder gal’s initial days, i was so worried i would drop baby out the window, cox the aircon ledge window in my MBR didnt have grilles.. it was a couple of months back hubby called the contractor in to install that i calmed my senses. But it dulled a little.. probably with experience afer my first and having the grilles helped. I've always been more panicky than most people.. n have a little bit of anxiety disorder in me..

I hope i don't go nutcase over the feeding and diapering duties oncoming, along with other things like vaccinations..